Hi, pleased to meet you!
My name is Kat Ehrhorn. I am 53 years totally young and was trained by two very kind and bright sons, Grail, now 21, and Zeleigh, 19. They are the fifth generation of our family to be born in Los Angeles, were raised in Arizona and are now both still here in college.


I was born into a well educated, upper middle class American capitalist family. For generations, the ideals of that family have been driven by the values of the American Dream: the one with the most wins. They still live that dream, amassing capital that generations have enjoyed, made from sweat and brilliance, oil, cattle, Wall Street and orange groves.


Basking in the abundance of capital consumerism in the mid-1950’s and 60’s, American and global consumption sky rocketed and the happiness index of America began to decline. Meanwhile my family amply enjoyed the fruits, and our adventures together were wonderful. What a great time to be a kid.

Dad was the rebel of the family. All he wanted to do was fly airplanes, surf and travel with his family. Finally disgusted with family politics as well as the Viet Nam war, my beautiful parents, to whom I forever give thanks for this amazing life, moved to Nairobi, Kenya. Then we moved to a beach on the Indian Ocean in Dar Es Salaam, Tanzania, where Dad flew as a safari pilot. We were in Heaven. At age 36 he suffered a brain aneurism while flying, dying in the crash. I was sixteen and took over the job of rebel.
The Object of Suffering
Looking at it from the outside, US consumer capitalism, the American Dream, began to make me crazy. I began to see how human consumption patterns, particularly those of my culture, kill life. I noticed that my family, governments around the world, my fellow citizenry said its okay to employ a child slave to make a shirt for me. And they said its okay that we kill each other’s children for our fuel. They also said its okay to pollute the air and water with ton after ton of toxic by-products so I can have anything I want, in any color and size.

After nearly a decade of corporate career successes and personal excesses, at 29, I began to explore alternate ways of living that would be safe. Why did I have to harm and kill so many people for my stuff? Did I even really need it? The American status quo said “Yes! You need more stuff! Bigger houses to hold the more stuff! Faster cars! Faster jets! Faster food!” Looking at the worldwide devastation firsthand, I concluded it was these consumption behaviors that had to change fast. And I was so incredulous that no one else noticed, I got rather kicky and flailing about it. I became the scary one with no respect for the dominant paradigm. Now not to be trusted to uphold popular economic values, the family corporation shunned me.
While still living on the proceeds of this consumptive behavior, still addicted myself, my mind and heart became fixed on finding solutions for patterns that we think are supporting life, but that in fact, are killing life. Consumed now by constant pain in the awareness of how my very existence demands that people literally give their lives to service my own life made it hard for me to walk amongst people. I felt so grieved for this condition, so angry that
they all die for me, their babies are born deformed for me, and so on. As a nation of “civilized” people, how could we live, supported by this broad spread cruelty, and just eat more pizza?
The richness of my culture became an object of disgust with what I now knew was sacrificed by the entire world to support it. I even lost interest in food, with agricultural practices demanding farmers poison people, food crops for humans, for the benefit of profit margins. A system of goods and commerce was sick and dying; it became death itself.
So, bottom line, I’ve lived as a schizophrenic, a tortured soul. Tortured by knowing the toxic state of our world, probing causes, and seeing the depth of grasping to self-cherishing values. Meanwhile, I’ll see you in New York next week, still enjoying the finest things the world has to offer.… always judging my roots, my culture, always loving the party.
On to another dirt road out of the viewfinder for 11 years, I continued to explore and implement solutions in my mind, raising boys, trying to become the change I wanted to see. The Africans, the “Third World”, the disenfranchised showed me powerful examples in living that inspired a vision of how humans could live sustainably.Living in a mash tent as a single mom with two kids under 5 was an amazing and rich experience, but death and global devasation still permeated my projection.
A solution for freedom shows up
When teachers of ancient classics finally found me at age 45, in the same middle of nowhere in the form of kind humans serving masters on another great retreat, they were talking about a way through the suffering to happiness. I learned our experiences are created by how we treat other people. And I saw my grace in this life had been caused by a natural compulsion to serve others’ happiness. This had been my very salvation.
On to yet a different dirt road
After serving half of
the last three year retreat, I and my two sons came to Diamond
Mountain, sleeping on metal cots at
the bluffs of the wash where we helped to build the campground. A passion for
using native and local materials drove my vision of construction and design,
and I felt compelled beyond reason to change my life, give up my company with
sales of a million dollars a year while living in a desert forest paradise. I HAD
to move here and help build for the benefit of some yet unknown body of wisdom
and compassion. And by the kindness of holy teachers, we soon landed in the
Jamyang House, built by Holy Lama Winston, to finish and ready for service as the
sole classroom for the first year at DM.
Back in Santa
Monica in 1986, I was introduced to Nader Khalili’s
flexible form rammed earth domes. And I knew
then in 2003 that I and friends at Diamond
Mountain would have to make one, now
known as the kiva at Jamyang. When Holy Geshe Michael walked into the kiva, he
said, “This is what I’ve always wanted. This is what I want for Three-Year Retreat.”
I told Him I wasn’t pleased with toxic by-products that harm
life in the manufacturing of the plastic bags, and that they’re quite expensive.
But he said, “Go ahead and make ours with the plastic bags. And keep working on
it”. So a three-year development of a paper emulsified adobe is that adaptation
of materials and method. Now without using plastic bags and expensive forms, we
are keeping paper trash out of landfills when adding it to adobe mud products,
and saving thousands of dollars. The cellulose matrix of the paper fiber offers
a superlative bonding element with the clay, as well as improved sound proofing
and insulative qualities, enhancing non-mechanical climate control. With the
non-brittle, light weight, strengthened adobe, I now had the material to make adobe
domes without the plastic bags.
Those years were also spent in finding someone who would show
me how to make a bagless adobe dome. I knew it was an ancient seed we carry as
humans in the deserts on this planet of clay and stone. Making shelter in the
desert environs of Middle Eastern, Saharan and Sub-Saharan deserts without
steel, concrete or wood, forced elegant evolutions of adobe dome structures over
thousands of years that tolerate the most extreme of temperatures and conditions.
They are earthquake and fire resilient, time tested. However with the current wood
frame based construction climate of the US
(95% of the houses built in the US
are frame and stucco), it was challenging to find that person.
Last year I finally met
Trini and Chabela Pena Lopez. They came to Diamond
Mountain the past summer to teach
me. And the first two adobe domes at Diamond
Mountain are underway in the
ancient way of the Nahtual Aztec Indians of Central Mexico: in complete
perfection, without compromise of materials and harm to life, with hardly any
cost, and lots of joy in their making (especially when Anik is in your crew making
mocha coffees and other delicacies).
These methods are being demonstrated for the benefit of the
poorest of people on this planet who need shelter, as well as for proposed 30 decentralized
library pods-cum-practice rooms, throughout the deep retreat valley at
different retreat cabin sites. Labor to make these domes is light weight and
non skilled. Materials cost practically nothing.
To be coordinated through Adobe Club efforts, we are
developing plans for ten more adobieros to come to Diamond
Mountain from Stone
Island, Mazatlan,
Mexico for a yoga, meditation
and cultural exchange program during late spring. As with the YSI programs that
were conducted in San Pancho, Mexico
for the past two years, they will be doing yoga and meditation programs in the
mornings and evenings, and community service in the afternoons. For their
community service I hope they will be making adobe domed decentralized library
pods at 30 sites, alongside seven members of the Adobe Club. Time and funding permitting, we also hope to implement
rain water catchment and storage facilities at those 30 sites, removing them from
total dependency on a fossil fuel based water supply for enhanced water
security.
On to Retreat
And now it's time to take it another step in the guiding hands of ancient masters. I must serve the world by creating the causes for happiness, first through learning the classics of meditation and yoga on how to perfectly put others’ needs before my own. I have to meditate and do yoga every day. And then I can help other people learn this as well. And I give thanks always for this opportunity to walk in the footsteps of great holy masters, while also mastering this ultimate art of wisdom and loving kindness that leads to no more suffering, to enlightenment itself for everyone. Realizing solutions for my own peace, I can then project the peace of my culture that will help to save the world.

I’ve done seven near-month-long meditation and yoga retreats, and find it to be the most provocative environment imaginable. Alone with one’s mind and authentic instructions on how to work this tool is an ultimate opportunity to explore the causes of an enlightened world and people who live there.
I want to help my nation change its dream to embrace rather than consume the rest of the planet. I want to help my nation and the world learn how to provide for basic shelter, food and materials needs without harming others. I have to train my mind in meditation and yoga techniques that will urge forth these outward solutions that include every single life form.
Funding
At this time, I have funding for my personal on-going retreat expenses, pending further stock market fluctuations. I have $25,000 personal debt to clear before retreat, incurred after leaving my business and property to commence service projects without quick enough response to drastically reduced income. Darn. This debt was incurred over the past five years as I worked outside the job market to prepare housing and construction materials details for three year retreat as the passion was driving me. Thank you if you could help with this cost.

More importantly, I would like to ask, please, for your assistance in building adobe domed library and practice room facilities for 30 cabins (see following). The philosophy behind these building designs, materials and methods is my dearest wish to provide as a housing option for the poorest of people on earth, as well as a model for sustainable and clean housing, food and water supplies. Our culture desperately needs new models for survival. These models will offer helpful ideas to community builders around the world, and provide for a morally, toxic free environment for meditators of world peace now.
There are five parts, and any part could be funded for any number of retreatants. I offer to coordinate the building of all five parts for every retreatant, if you would offer to fund it.
a. $5000 each for 30 adobe domes
16’ diameter adobe dome that will house a section of an ancient classics library, serving as decentralized pods, enhancing security of texts for future generations by dividing and housing in fire resistant buildings. As caregiver of a section, retreatant may write commentary, translate or catalogue. The library also serves as retreatant’s practice room for meditation and yoga.
b. $2000 each for 30 rainwater catchment and storage systems for added water security
Rainwater generally visits this area twice a year. With adequate catchment and storage, one can provide for the bulk of water needs without pumping ground water. This will provide a critical model important in today’s world of decreasing clean water supplies.
c. $2000 each for food staple pantry items, for 30 retreatants for 3 years
Buying in bulk saves co2 emissions from food transportation, saves packaging, keeps materials out of landfills, saves caregiver time and energy and is less expensive. See next item for inventory specifications criteria.
d. $2000 each for turnkey food garden installations and rotating plant starters for 3 years
Growing food is a critical model in today’s world. The retreatant consults with a nutritionist to learn nutritional requirements for optimum health, and what foods fulfill those requirements. A high yield organic gardener plants to yield all fresh food requirements. Retreatant needs only water, eating foods as they ripen and are stored in the earth. On-going plant services are offered instead of shopping 100 miles away with trash removal.
e. $1000 each for dry composter/soil amendment generator (toilet!) for 30 retreatants
Composting feces and urine for 7 months results in a pathogen-free soil amendment put directly into garden to feed the soil that feeds the plants that feeds the retreatant.
These items drastically reduce a need for further expense and service over the retreat period, as well as provide models for our culture’s benefit in learning to live sustainably. A personal goal for me is to eliminate incoming deliveries of goods for the three year retreat period.
Kat, retreat!
When I told Mom I was considering long retreat, her comment was I’d need a new down vest and continued the list. She is always supportive of every wish I make; even more (she’s an angel). In that she’s convinced she will die when she’s 99, (she’s 73 now), her possible death at this time is no worry. Grail said he’s not sure he and his brother can make it without me. Zeleigh assured him they’d be fine. I assured them it’s just a snap in time.
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I have no fears about doing three year retreat, as I take my refuge from the love and support of my friends and family, in the training from my teachers, and from the authenticity of the teachings. I have the best holders of the lamp in all the galaxies!
Chapter Two, The Adventures of Kat and Friends of the Adobe Club at Diamond Mountain will be online soon. Please tune in! There’s a lot of joyful effort going on! Meanwhile, you can see other building frenzies and delights (i love working with the elements) at my blogs domes.blogspot.com and www.flickr.com/photos/30278149@N07/

We hope you can help us make this beautiful dream of peace on earth a reality. Through a building project such as this, what an amazing turn of global events in which to serve. We thank you for making it possible now. I can’t wait to meet you!
All the happiness in the world comes from thinking of others.
All the suffering in the world comes from thinking of myself.
May you live long lives in perfect health and happiness.
I send much love and joy to you and to your holy families.
Kat Ehrhorn
3244 S Old Fort Bowie Road
Bowie, AZ 85605
katehrhorn@gmail.com
520 850 2174